jeudi 29 juin 2023

La fille sans visage

Il se souvient d'elle, il la revoit dans un couloir du lycée Paul-Langevin, dans un temps englouti, dans un couloir où il n'ira jamais plus, portant sa robe chasuble, portant jour après jour cette même robe à pans se souvient-il, Marie-Thérèse Lyoc, la fille sans visage qu'on traîne dans sa classe pendant plusieurs années, avec qui on finit par marcher dans une rue ou prendre un bus. Un soir elle se retrouve au café avec vous parce qu'Alice Canella qui l'a prise en esclavage dit, vous faites une place pour Marie-Thérèse, alors on fait une place pour Marie-Thérèse qui n'a aucune existence, qui n'est ni brune ni blonde, ni rien.

Yasmina Reza - Hommes qui ne savent pas être aimés (2003)

mardi 27 juin 2023

I got your back

Plaisir de retrouver Conor Oberst, sans doute mésestimé pour le côté émo de son folk rock, bien que musicalement proche d'Okkervil River à pareille époque.

On pourra conseiller d'écouter "I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning" (2005), "Fevers and Mirrors" (2000) et le classique "Lifted or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground" (2002). Outre le morceau épique qui clôture l'album ("Let's Not Shit Ourselves"), s'y trouve également l'imparable, bienveillant et désarmant "Bowl of Oranges".


The rain, it started tapping
On the window near my bed
There was a loophole in my dreaming
So I got out of it
And to my surprise my eyes were wide
And already open
Just my nightstand and my dresser
Where those nightmares had just been

So I dressed myself and left then
Out into the gray streets
But everything seemed different
And completely new to me
The sky, the trees, houses, buildings
Even my own body
And each person I encountered
I couldn't wait to meet

And I came upon a doctor
Who appeared in quite poor health
I said, "There's nothing I can do for you
You can't do for yourself"
He said, "Oh yes you can, just hold my hand
I think that that would help"
So I sat with him a while
Then I asked him how he felt

He said, "I think I'm cured
In fact, I'm sure of it
Thank you, stranger
For your therapeutic smile"

So that's how I learned the lesson
That everyone's alone
And your eyes must do some raining
If you're ever going to grow
But when crying don't help, you can't compose yourself
It's best to compose a poem
An honest verse of longing
Or a simple song of hope

That is why I'm singing, baby don't worry
'Cause now I got your back
And every time you feel like crying
I'm gonna try and make you laugh
And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad
Then we'll wait for it to pass
And I will keep you company
Through those days so long and black

And we'll keep working on the problem
We know we'll never solve
Of love's uneven remainders
Our lives are fractions of a whole
But if the world could remain within a frame
Like a painting on a wall
Then I think we'd see the beauty
Then we'd stand staring in awe
At our still lives posed
Like a bowl of oranges
Like a story told
By the fault lines and the soil

Bright Eyes - Bowl of Oranges
Lifted or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground (2002)